"I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall"

"I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies"

-both lines from switchfoot's learning to breathe

sometimes life seems as if you're an egg, and it doesn't take much to smash you. sometimes we feel so fragile, so weak. and i don't deny never feeling small, insignificant, empty and feeble.

and to always realise it's You and You alone that breaks my fall. the liberating feeling after you've been holding your breath under water for so long, to burst out and see those abundant skies. yes, only You.

and remember my old blog title?

"Come what may, God willing"

indeed. i don't know what the future holds, but i do know Lord i want you to be with me then, now and every single moment of my fleeting life here.

oops, sorry guys, haven't blogged in such a while and the subject above is indeed serious. my recess has come and gone, one particular even to mention is dear pris' 21st!

i'll do a collage up now and post it up. i loved the ambience, not too noisy, and it was definitely not crowded. i want my 21st to be just a quiet time with loved ones and friends, not anything over the top. i guess for that matter my guests would have to learn to self-entertain, haha. no mahjong, bridge is definitely allowed, but the former's going to be too noisy. free flow of alcohol probably, but hmmm hopefully no one gets drunk. with that in mind i really should start preparing for it. intending to hold it on the 14th itself, but i wonder who would come. i'll hold des to her word that she'll make it no matter when it is, haha!

any comments on the date? was thinking 7th would be good also since it's a sat, but i've got something on then. if not 8th april? how does that sound?

my first exam's on the 17th, but it's a pass/ fail module. okie, look out for the collage!