ok a short post before going offline.
somehow i can't stand being on the computer for too long nowadays, kinda frys my brains. must be symptoms of premature ageing! if only i could gain more wisdom and intellect in the process.
intellect for biochem. gosh, i have no idea how to study for this subject, how the heck would i know that this hydrogen is acidic and this other atom is basic. :( how would i know the stupid arrow goes from here to there. but i think the most difficult of all is trying to get my product when they have given the starting material by just pushing arrows. not only do i not know how to do this in the sample question, i am wowed at the answer because i don't get it.
maybe my head just wasn't wired for biochem. and it's supposed to be a module taught in yr 2 sem 2, so why the heck are they teaching it now?
3 years more to go. i can't wait to get out of school. not that the working world is any better, i'm just looking forward to something different. something i've always dreamt of doing. well, it can be fulfilled if i win big sweep (but what are the chances?).
i just hope i get my biz finance mod next sem, and shall probably do some reading on finance. so that when i'm 21, i can manage my finances (not that i have a lot) judiciously.
maybe i should have taken biz, or econs, or even political science. instead of chemistry, so sciency. but no way am i going to change course now... 3 years more, i just hope i'll graduate with 2nd upper or better honours. a far thought from where i stand now though...