out of 3 papers, i was late for 2 - bio and physical chem, 15 and 20 mins respectively.

i need to really tell myself i'm back in school, and that i can't treat such things trivially. i'm in a bloody direct honours course, each sem's GPA counts into the honours i will get.

math on wed.

to be honest this sem is really easily ace-able. i just need to feel i'm bloody back in school! it's really bad when a last minute mugger like me doesn't even feel like mugging last minute. there's like no sense of urgency, when there usually is.

i must really psyche myself into mugging tomorrow. i need things to look forward to! like water sports - sailing, scuba diving, speedboating, skiing, not to forget 'ol good sports like tennis, exercises like jogging at the beach with the wind blowing at my face, taking the dog for a run in the big field, going fishing again. so many things i want to do, i need to do at least some before my next paper on the 22nd. i know there's no way i can mug 5 days flat, so am going to devote 2 days to having fun!

the trouble? i can't find anyone to have fun with me! except for grace that is. but i want to go sailing! maybe i should bring do to east coast finally. i think i mentioned before, i love the beach! i love the smell of the sea! most of my childhood memories, remember frequenting the beach so so often. i want to own a beach house!