i crammed an entire j1 chem syllabus into my head for my promos.

i got one week before my bloody exams now, and i can't seem to cram anything into my brain. it just seems saturated with nothing.

yes, saturated with NOTHING.

i am pissed. please cooperate, i know i won't do well for my sem 1 exams, but at least let me get a decent GPA, say 3.0 or so? God help me (i mean it).

why do i always procrastinate? i never seem to learn my lesson (yes laugh for all you want).

if i become an organic synthesis chemist, i will come up with a true-memory-iq-booster and awake (opposite of sleeping) pills.

i really wish i could just quit school. or that the formal education (excluding tertiary education) would just go in an indefinite loop. primary->secondary->jc-> and the cycle repeats. won't that be so cool? get to be a kid again, all the funny antics back in secondary school, and feel like a young adult in jc. okay, that is stupid i know, actually, just make my exams easier, and you probably won't see me ranting here.

i guess it isn't that hard, but i'm just plain stupid at this point in time.