do we need goals?

i know i do.

to be honest, i felt like a fish without water this year.

not exactly goal-less, but i felt so lost because i lost sight of my goal. it just seemed so far away, and i felt so helpless.

exams have passed. next sem's a new sem, thank goodness, i need this hols, a break away from school.

i'm really not enjoying uni. mostly my fault i guess.

tired, i really am. i've got so much angst in me sometimes i think it can just eat me alive, and at other moments too much icy indifference it can freeze anyone around me.

why am i so whimsical?

soon everyone will run away from me... sigh