nocturnal, i think i am

it's odd how i can suddenly just perk up when it hits 11 or 12am, and i just don't want to go to sleep. okay, maybe it's the tea i drank today, if it is, my body sure reacts funny to caffeine. or maybe it was the 40min nap i took today. OR, a cumulation of all these factors.

whatever it is, i find myself being unable to sleep before 12am, despite me honestly wanting to. 'the early bird catches the worm', i guess that just can't work for me because i'm the worm, not the bird. and worms do good if they don't get caught by early birds.

okay, or maybe my hyperactivity is due to dopamine. i might be insane for all you know!

actually i think i found the reason! ORGANIC CHEM!

'wah lau, why the reactions so chim one!' and i thought memorising all those rubbish mechanisms and equations and conditions for As was bad, this is ten times worst. and i predict is is going to go downhill in an exponential fashion.

sporadic thoughts following,

i think arts people are the cooler people around, maybe it's just a stereotype, but i honestly think so! sigh, i just don't think i can fit into the science field, in fact fair-weathered friend, why are we caught in the middle? not being swayed too the arts or science side but very unfortunately stuck in the middle. i'm not zai at arts, and neither am i zai at science! i just pray that i can graduate with 2nd upper! if only they had a 'neither here nor there degree', then maybe i've got a shot a first class honours.

okay, there goes, i am talking rubbish. it must be the caffeine! (or actually it's another compound in tea which resembles caffeine)

just had to blame something for all my blabberings. oh ya! i went for today's bio tut (after such a long hiatus), and i'm glad i did, because i felt that 1 whole hr was well spent. math was good too, though i was slightly lost and a little sleepy (first lesson of the day).

note to self: find out why cis-fatty acids occur naturally instead of trans.

one thing bad about me is that when i hunger for a question i will have to get it answered. wah, if i ignore it i just don't learn anything, i can't just mu