solely school werk

thank goodness i didn't fail my cbc111 mcq quiz. i was clueless for half the questions, seriously. and my mcq guessing skills are like horrid. i'm just glad i passed, because only 20 people failed the quiz. and it really sucks being at the bottom. i hate that feeling, of feeling like a bog zero, an imbecile nearly.

i'm starting to see some benefit from having a fixed syllabi to follow. at least all you need to ace a test is in the notes you're given, or perhaps some little extra reading. in uni, you need to be almost like a walking encyclopedia to ace tests consistently.

and i'm like not those enthu people who likes to read all those textbooks and extra readings. i'm perfectly happy just reading my notes. in fact, most of the time i'm even too darn lazy to read my notes. so finishing reading my notes would be a big accomplishment to me, especially now.

i'm not the type who would just waste my life away though.

i hate being at the bottom, or just mediocre, ughhhhhhhh. i think i've got a wee bit of flair in chem, somehow it just comes naturally. i think chem has been good to me, it always gives me more than i deserve. that i thank God for. and because i know that this 'talent' is blessed upon me, i ought to do better in my given subject. i'm not saying i should make it to the dean's list, but at least maintain an above average position, and graduate with 2nd upper honours.