i've always wanted to emulate the latter person in this quote:

"Some men see things as they are and say why - I dream things that never
were and say why not."-- George Bernard Shaw

i think i found my potential favourite author, and it's none other then C.S. Lewis. here's a quote from him too:

"Atheism turns out to be too simple. If the whole universe has no meaning,
we should never have found out that it has no meaning..."-- C.S. Lewis

i wanted to buy 'the four loves', 'grief observed', 'mere christianity', from amaz0n.c0m (changed the o to 0 cos i don't want to be traced by some search engine). however the shipping fee would cost me a gargantuan amount, which simply doesn't make sense! and you think the world has become closer due to our technological advances, and also cheaper to send stuff, but no, it's still so ex. imagine paying 30USD for mere shipping costs? simply not worth it la..