i think i need to start planning what i want to do during this 7 months break i have. it might be longer if i have to retake my As, but i don't wish to think about that first. i decided to list down what i want to do,

1) do volunteer work
2) relief teach
3) obtain my driving licence
4) work as a clinic assistant

i really need to stop being so laid back and really steer myself in a whole new direction totally. i think i'm funny, for someone who used to kind of 'dread' church, i'm actually looking forward to service. maybe it's cos it's a whole new kind of worship, maybe... i think christians are a whole lot more proactive in practicing their faith. it's like catholics are so 'nua'... you know what i mean? it's like their relationship with God is only on sundays, and the rest of the week they can be 'ugly' catholics. i'm not saying all, but generally they give me that impression. i'm not saying that christians are all nice and angelic. i think it's the way they express themselves, somehow christians give me a more warm and fuzzy feeling. catholics are just more laid back about stuff...