funny dweeb

that's me. when i first stepped into nyjc, it was with gritted teeth and lots of not so nice words said about the school (physical building, culture and people). and now, i'll cut the story short, i actually miss the place, i miss attending lectures and ponning lectures (cos if there aren't lects for you to attend, there won't be lects for you to pon), i miss attending practs, i miss my teachers, i miss my class, i miss tennis trainings, and most importantly, i miss my friends. and although i appeared pretty happy to be done with my college life in ny, i stepped out with a heavy heart, and a realisation that i actually 'bloody hell miss ny'.

the irony.

but that's how life is. when you're done with one phase, you can't look back, you just gotta (sad fact of life), move on. what saddens me most is, i would probably be chucked into a whole new environment next year. for a person that thrives on constancy of her milieu, that doesn't seem very exciting or enticing.

now staying at home, just doesn't seem to have the same effect as taking a day off every 2 weeks to rest. cos now, i seem to be forever at home resting lah!

anyway, what's new, i always hate the holidays. no matter how i might seem to look forward to it, cos it's the only logical thing to look forward after the exams (in this case, the big As), i'll always be able to look forward to school next year. this time it's different, no school until july or august next year, as much as i like to bum around, i think this time it's a bit too much time to play with.

'nuff said.