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somehow or other, i don't really know how close my current 'close' friends are with me. not my ij friends but those from jc... it's funny how you can seem so close during school time but to think of it, we hardly meet up to just chill and do stuff together. makes me wonder and rethink what place i stand in their hearts and vice versa. funny how i'm not posting it in my other blog which they will probably see but in this one (which they probably won't see).

is it when relationships proceed too quickly, you don't get to know enough about the other person to sustain it at that level. although you can appear to be good friends, there's still this certain civility to each other, just like strangers! or maybe you're trying to bind something together when in actuality, should not be together.

ok, i know that above paragraph seems perplexing, told you i wasn't good at expressing myself.

oh ya, i'm back from the tennis chalet. oh crap i do hate my juniors, actually i don't la, just that i think they were quite irresponsible. in fact, i don't agree with the juniors paying for the seniors chalet as a farewell each year, tradition? i think it's complete rubbish la. still, at least just go for the chalet, at least show your face there or something. the feeble excuse of 'not knowing seniors well' is just complete, utter rubbish. either they're not united, leaving their capt and vice-capt to apparently organise most of the things, or they simply have a big attitude problem. i don't know which is better though.

anyway my tennis pals are mad la. they played 7 hours of bridge.. i slept like for 2 hours and they didn't catch a wink at all, except for maybe wendy, but her sleep was interrupted by me hitting her head accidentally. sorry wendy! hehee, =D.

and darnit, can those schools i emailed just bloody hell reply me. seriously, if they are not interested in hiring relief teachers with my qualifications, just reply 'no' or something along those lines. cos i'm gonna get a job by jan, so i can start applying for other jobs in dec.

mrs matthews husband passed away a few days ago.

may eternal light shine upon him

may he rest in peace, Amen.