yesterday

i felt so tired, so drained, and yet so angry. i doubt i ever felt this pissed with myself before... perhaps the gp paper would be comparable, and yet it would pale in comparison.

and my anger just didn't allow me to go to bed.

i was physically shagged. but, my mind, though tired was just too darn pissed to go to sleep. it just sucks i tell you... i really won't mind screwing up any exam, except the A levels.

for bio it was not having enough time. looking at the exact same question i memorised and not being able to write it down fully.

one thing that killed me this exams, 'i'll come back to it later'.

which i never did.

i pray for a miracle.

and yet my faith is waning. i hate myself for being a bad catholic.

i hate myself for my lousy papers, cos it's my fault and my fault alone.

for math, i successfully lost 40.

what pisses me off is that i should have only lost half of that.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

eve said i complained a lot. yup i do, but this is my blog and i need to get rid of all that frustration in me if not i'll suffer from constipation.