bummer, not going to my teacher's house tomorrow morning. apparently she's got something on... oh wells. was the same the last time when we wanted to go to her place, she had something on last minute too. coincidence huh? maybe i'll ask again, and it'll be the last time i do cos it's no use going to somewhere where you're not really welcome. bought the gift already, albeit small but like grace puts it 'it's the thought that counts', and it's only basic courtesy to not visit empty handed.

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i'm feeling quite stoned nowadays. don't seem to have any interest in anything.

oh ya, i decided i have to do something. it's mental though, so no one can help me with this...

i gotta learn to forgive myself for i'm not perfect. if i'm going to get lousy grades, i can only blame myself, but after that i have to stop blaming myself, can't go on... it isn't some biological cycle which continues indefinitely until death. i'm just using the exams as an example, of course there are other things which i have to just start forgiving myself.

it's ok if you don't get what i mean. only those closer to me will understand i suppose... i'm thankful of them everyday of my life.

i'm thankful to God for everything in my life.

anyone wants to go church together on weekdays?