my chem pract must have been very bad, i'm still fuming when i think of it, like an immediate auto-response.

cos i usually spend 1 entry complaining 1 thing, and it's done, unless it's something this disturbing and perplexing to me.

just very very sad i flushed my only A down the drain.

'nuff said about that anyway.

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it's halloween today, and it's my mum's birthday! happy birthday mum! (who probably won't get to see this)

she was complaining that we (me and sim) neglected her birthday cos of our As and Os respectively. guess she must have been quite hurt that we totally didn't bother to get anything for her. i told her i'll make it up to her after my exams... she doesn't believe in belated birthday celebrations tho, so makes things a little hard.

anyway it's also my friend yh's birthday, forgot all about his birthday till not too long ago cos my mum was complaining the whole day. cannot blame her though -> my fault.

so i decided to be the last to wish him! shall message him happy birthday at 11.59pm or smth.

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weird that i feel really tired when i wake up, the lethargy eats into my afternoon and only dispels itself in the late afternoon/ evening. so i'm feeling quite awake now, which is obviously not good cos it says something about my body clock.

must adjust it back to 'normal'/ 'optimal' conditions (homeostasis, hahaa).

just did the wrong essay question for bio, ughhhh, genetic engineering will not come out for essay question (but i couldn't check what came out last year cos i lost my june and nov 03 insert).

anyone got the nov 04 paper? i'll use all my savings to buy it man...

hahahaaa, wishful thinking.

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lastly,

thanks to all those who tagged on my tag-board recently, pam, grace, tania, tracy, eden and gawin (ur sms came too late cos i was in e first shift). i'll be alright somehow, just gotta be happy settling for a b i guess?

-sigh-

i really do not want bcc, not only will i be 'de-valued' in terms of value-addedness, i'll be darn pissed at myself, not to mention letting the people around me down, esp those who believe i could do it.

those that had faith in me, those who gave me the freedom to do what i want.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so ttfn for now!