i think if this screwing up streak goes on, i'm gonna fuck my entire A levels.

chem pract sucked!

maybe i'm too hard on myself, but damnit, i wanted to get 60plus for this paper, and that was possible... but no, my kinetics readings were THAT accurate, and just realised more STARK flaws here and there, enough to make me grimace with sheer anger.

ever heard of an A level chem student unable to balance a simple equation?

maybe that's me...

ughhhhh, sorry for that 1 expletive used on the foremost line. this is just crazy, i never been this stressed before, NEVER!!! Os was like a 'play-play' thing, going to the exam hall and just giving my best shot of what i've got.

pressure makes me crack

-crack noises here and there-

arghhhhhhh, my kinetics wasn't perfect and it was supposed to, since i (and probably the rest of the people taking chem) knew it was definitely going to come out. qa was totally fucked, i think i wrote 'no visible change' so many times i lost count.

and i thought bio was screwed up, can you believe this A level student cannot plot a graph correct, ie getting the axes wrong, got the easy peasy chi-squared test and test cross wrong. so it's just 10 plus marks flushed down the drain - no big deal actually. just that they had to add in a 9 mark design which left me stumped, ie wrote nonsense and my bloody explanations never seem to answert the question.

oh fuck you to all those people that said practicals were meant to pull you up. cos i think the opposite is true.

crap, enough of ranting, i hope i DO NOT rant about any of my papers anymore. pray for me will you? (just kidding, who am i to ask you to pray for this lazy, screwed up friend of yours)