melancholy

the previous post was rather melancholic, i know. oh well, not having that melancholic feeling anymore... doesn't mean the problems i have are -tada- solved overnight but more like swept under the rug and trampled upon.

when will we ever be brave to face up to every single problem plaguing us?

whether it's our fear of animals - dogs, cats, even monkeys, or a person, that entity makes us 'not normal' somehow when we're confronted with it. or if the feeling is innate, it makes us uncomfortable when we are made to think about, somehow or another...

i wonder...

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just realised i might fail my gp essay cos my definition was too narrow, darnit... why can't my brain just think of all the things needed for an essay in that 1hr30mins?

i fcuking hate gp.

as for my other subs, i'm looking at:

O/ E . F . O/ E/ D

and they say you'll improve by 2 grades for all your subjects except math, so what man, my F for math can jump to an A/ B but for bio and chem i must get a D and C to acheive a B and A grade respectively?

and i thought i could spend thurs, fri, sat, sun not thinking about stupid exams... and they had to give back all the bio papers (except mcq) after the bio mcq, -clap clap- so efficient eh?

i'm expecting bad weather with showers and lightning over all areas on monday...