i was in bed from 3 to around just only, and damnit i couldn't get my well-deserved nap!!! see right, i went to bed only at 3.30am earlier on today and woke at 7am (rather late for a sch day i noe), so i only got 3hrs and 30mins of sleep, which by my standards ain't enough... and here i am typing away in front of the silly computer. can't help it, can't get my well deserved nap, -sigh-.

bio today wasn't as bad as i thought... seriously thought it would be a 2nd mid-yr where i practically stoned for the entire paper. i guess it was the mindset change, this time i went in with a 'just do it' mentality, whereas for mid-yrs it was a 'heck care' mindset, guess it helped that i was a little bit more prepared (read some notes instead of zilt). still i left 2 pages blank, especially stupid genetics and gene tech, stumped me man! i totally left out the genetics crap, not even flipping through the notes... the best part was i thought of what cindy tay said last year when me and yh told her we only studied the protein synthesis part, she was like 'how can you people not study the rest!' and smth about this being the era of gene technology and that's like so important in contemporary bio, so ya, same mistake... will not repeat it for As!! hope to see her soon (cindy tay) without her big tummy, the last time i saw her was in july last year at the hospital... time really flies....

ughhhhhhh, i can't believe i typed one whole paragraph on my bio paper which i'm probably gonna get an F or at best an O for. i was smiling throughout the paper cos i couldn't believe the stupid essay questions they set and my mistake of not reading through genetics AGAIN.

ok, since i'm talking about prelims, will talk about gp... i mailed ms koh and it's always so nice to hear from her. she's really such a wonderful and incredible gp teacher... shares the same passion for me towards lit (if not much more) and the little emails exchanged lets me look at things from another point of view. weirdly, there's one thing that both she and my current gp tutor said - that i'm a gifted writer. maybe, i don't know, all i know is it doesn't seem to be showing its form in the majority of the essays i write. my gp essay for prelim is so flawed, crap, to think i was quite pleased with it for a ephemeral period of time after the paper... ok, mistakes please show yourselves in my prelims, yes all of you!! and keep away from thy A level scripts!!!

ok, going insane soon...

got chem p3 and math p1 on thurs, killer!!

then there's bio (pract) on fri and AGAIN there's bio (options) on sat!

help!!!!

ok, press on, there's still the As... after that we gals can enjoy our nice 7 month break whilst our opposite sex counterparts will be slogging it out serving the nation.