best friend

i was re-reading the letter i wrote to grace using my sch's exam paper. which reminded me of how i started writing letters during exams - it was you, my alter ego. pertinent questions like 'what happened to us', 'how did things change so much (or at least they appear to be)', and so on... these questions are still there, because they've never really be answered. i tried, you tried, but i guess time was just playing a fool of us... i'll still be trying, though most of the times when i'm caught up with stuff, it's at the back of my head. like you said, we'll try after my As, we'll meet up, maybe all it needs is just a spark to rekindle the glowing ember.

i miss all those times we spent together

i miss you, i really do.

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to some very special people in my life

g: my 'lil' sis, funny how it was the funny things about 2 funny people that brought us so close together.. you might not realise this but we're largely similar in lots of ways... you know after my prelims are over, your promos start, when your promos end my A levels start... ughhhhhhh, to me and you: hang in there!!!

tan: my friend with another view point to a things in life. i guess it's cos you've seen more things in this world than i... anyway imagine this, if i become a teacher, you a school counsellor, and we both work in ij, wah, we can go mad like before... ok that was just a thought... hahaa

pam: guniang, unsporty and a girl with a mind of her own. the first 2 qualities are so juxtaposed with ms-future-engineer. my partner when it comes to 'banging' tan down, remember the floorball ball and boob job video? i still remember our little 'lesbian pact'... hahaa

yan: my sec 4 sitting partner! the girl who's so fond of giving hugs and kisses... obviously only to special people, like ME! hahaa... i'm so glad you're doing so well with your exams, you got like BCD? or smth like that right? i'm like having EFF and going to get FFF soon... know you're enjoying yourself in cj, just don't forget me alright?