the reason for not updating as frequently as before

i guess one reason would have to be the lack of time, since i'm such a slow poke i take like twice the amount of time (or even 3 times) fast pokes take to complete their hw and stuff. realise i'm still at the hw stage, haven't gotten into full swing of revision... then again, hw helps in revising a little cos it's revision hw.

i write in my journal, a personal one, yep those kind meant for my eyes only... guess i'm a very private person. i mean, everyone is right? sometimes i just find myself walking alone for the sake of being alone and thinking about stuff.

i have no idea what to write. i suppose the more you blog, your are increasingly depleted with new interesting juicy stuff to write, thus leaving you with either 1) bland, boring, sterile stuff to say or 2) nothing at all

another would have to be related to the no. 1 reason - lack of time. which leads to lesser sleep, which leaves you feeling exhausted at the end of the day and in no mood whatsoever to type any morsel of a post. reason 3 kicks in leaving you feeling more indolent and apathetic with your initial desire to write an entry.

eve: you haven't been updating yours eh? anyway my sch lib is like always so pack, think it's cos it's too small la... haha, maybe i'll 'crash' your 'warm' school one day.

oh yes, to all those who knew i retook my chinese cos i got an 8 the last time, i got a 6 this time! not extremely happy but content, for i no longer have to waste 7 periods of my time each week taking chinese. i would have been overjoyed with that grade if i hadn't wrote out of point for my best section of the paper - compo. makes me wonder if i could have gotten a 5 or 4... anyway, i'm still very content and thankful to the One above, no idea why i have this nagging feeling of i could have done slightly better. oh bother, doesn't matter i guess i passed... focus on my 3 subs and maybe if i'm lucky too, or if it is His will i might get 3As. wishful thinking? that's why i said if it is His will...

with Him, everything is possible.

and impossible is truly nothing.

alone, i'm nothing.