a little of tangent

i did something i would never usually do. somehow or other i just did what i immediately felt like - walking away. after eating ps, pris, fern, yh wanted to just sit around, must have been feeling rather indolent, i wanted to go to the lib for a while to use the comp. i asked, they didn't want and i just left, pretty 'attitude' eh? never meant it that way though... i guess it just reiterated that i'm still the reticent old me i reckon? or it's just the blues, no idea, maybe i'm just a little off tangent lately, maybe i'm just mad...

it got me thinking... why is it when one person does something the others don't, that is an anomaly, usually viewed upon as something wrong, something negative. but why is it when the others unite and do something, it's a norm. i mean, the thing might be morally wrong, condemned, still it doesn't matter, if it is the vast majority that does it, even though it's something heinous, it will appear to be lesser of a crime than it actually is. that brings me back to this quote: 'everything is relative'. it's like our human nature gets overrun by society's own moral standards, remind you it's societal based, not individual... so here our human nature clashes with societal standards and it kinda makes life like a living gp essay:

'oh yea i agree with it, hell yea, then again i don't agree with this part of it, that part, oh yea, and that part too...' (cos you can't fucking hell just agree with one side, it MUST be a balanced view)

i suppose humans are just fickle-minded creatures trying to be decisive (not very successfully though). speaking of which, you might not get my entry, but crap, at least my entry has a point here, the world is not an absolute world, think physics, think relativity, everything is relative and it feels good to just act upon your whims and fancies, without considering so many things that your world becomes a shroud of gray.

people shouldn't think so much sometimes, go back to the a, b, cs, life would be much much easier that way and maybe our world would be plain black and white then, no backstabbing, no wars, no terrorism, no discrimination.