time and time again, i'll be thinking of moving this blog entirely to livejournal and time and time again i don't seem to follow it through. that's quite parallel to my life - my indecisiveness, the wishy-washiness. i suppose it's not just me, but everyone has some part of indecisiveness in them.

on the outside, it seems that it's just mere indecisiveness, you know, not knowing what to decide upon; both choices are seemingly good, etc, etc. yet, upon introspection you begin to realise that it's a matter of emotion. an example would be, if i were to close this blog totally, i would have ended at important chapter of my blog life, i'll be missing this blog and all the memories (in words) it contains. surely this is reason enough not to close it, that's why i don't, i suppose it's similar to many different things in our lives, from staying in the same jc that you were in for the first 3 months (like a certain g) because you have been so accustomed to life there, you don't want to be missing the life there and therefore you want to continue being in that jc. it's because of our unwillingness to miss something but rather want to continue living in it, it might be good or bad, but we've been so accustomed to it, we just want it to continue.

so we can adapt to new surroundings but one thing's for sure, we do not relish in it. people prefer familiarity, that thing's for sure.