been rather depressed and distracted for the past few days, everything seemed to add fuel to the already burning fire. maybe it's like what pris said, when things seem to be going fine, these things that add fuel to the fire are just brushed off as something trivial. but when you're feeling crap, this things naturally make you feel even worst, it's like a vicious cycle. i'll get outta it somehow... i will.

anyway pris, if you feel that you're in the eye of a storm, i know it's hard to get outta it but you have to, look at it from another perspective, hmm, okay, shan't bombard you with too many symbolic meanings, i suppose you'll work things out in the end, just don't leave things hanging la, not good.

as for myself, i really need to regain focus soon... maybe i shouldn't put so much pressure on myself, maybe i'm not even that calibre to speak of... geez