was viewing my old guestbook... somehow or other i was searching for this particular one message.... maybe that person means something to me, maybe i regret not treating her a tad bit better or at least how she treated me. nah, i'm not talking about someone i like, in the sense of a crush of infatuation but something else. shall not elaborate any further.... people might think i'm nuts. oh well.

more of i feel a tinge of regret... like for all you know she could have been a really good confidante, a good councillor when i needed one... cos i know she's mature and wise compared to me... she's seen more than me and knows much more than i know. up till now i still didn't know why i was so blunt and tactless. -slaps forehead- that is a really BIG shortcoming of mine...

sometimes i think it's better if i don't talk. maybe i should try that...