love songs used to evoke so much emotion in me. listening closely to a song which used to create a whirlwind of emotions in me, nobody knows it but me by babyface. now listening to it, it just makes me think about the past... and yes, about you. i guess first crushes/ infatuations are always the hardest to get over and one which you would not forget (ever). somehow listening to it, i feel that i've grown, that i'm not as 'immature' as i used to be. 'immature' not that is was childish or what, i don't think feelings can ever be judged using that criterion... but more like, the way i handled it in me... all that internal conflict and strife was just too much. oh well... at least it has blown over, the days where i literally went mad when i saw you... all over

hmm, weird eh... after so long i come up with a post about ad. guess you still have a lil place in my heart. ahhh, i think i've got a really big heart man. ok, again, i think too much for my own good and sorry for all these haphazard thoughts.