the fear of failing is overwhelming, it's engulfing me.
my brain seems to be a hardened sponge,
unable to absorb any more moisture and
unable to squeeze out a single drop of water.

pardon my feeble attempt at trying to conjure a poem... my mind is in a totally state of shock and fear. it's just like a big blackout, who turned off the power?

damnit, this sucks. fuck. yes fuckshit. i don't want to fail.