and i thought i'll elaborate on myself not writing well...

it's like, i wish to say something but i'm disabled due to the lack of vocab somehow. i seem to be unable to express myself well. there's a medical term for it, alexia or aphysia? i don't know. i can't think of the word offhand. whatever it is, this is detrimental to my gp. oh ya, must i add that i have trouble understanding stuff, like words. hmm, maybe i have some brain disorder man. arghhh..