Tuesday, September 16, 2003

ahhh. this template is nice except for the darn fact that i can't fit the text box to the side. well, do i seriously hate loads of people? hmm, maybe the word hate is a notch too strong, okay, detest, dislike? yea, so ya, do i? and i'm contemplating on whether i'm rather fake? seriously i don't think i am but sometimes i might be nice to people i don't like, okay, more like civil. and when i am, i've this nagging feeling that i'm doing myself a great desservice. but to think of it, what exactly is my heart telling my mind? that i should just ignore the person? or maybe just blast out at the person 'i hate you, get out of my face fcuker'. hmm, that would be too strong and too unlike me.

okay, so the above statement does prove something doesn't it? that there's an anomaly is me... haha, like you must be saying, 'the! it's azaria!'. but in general, no matter how civilised one might be, there is still this barbarian in you, not matter how a conformist you are, there is still a rebel in you. so yea, what have i just reiterated? that this world is black, white and lots of grey. but in this case, you think you probably have more white than black. well no, i think you have just lots of grey but you just show the white and totally hide the black.

alright, this is somewhat getting no where...

anyway to all those having exams now, good luck! i'm feeling pretty stressed and pressurised myself. promos are seriously scary.


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