somehow or other i've been on my computer for at least an hour on normal school days and close to 4 hours on a weekend, like today. i guess it's cos of the new system... as in windows. yea, it's xp and i'm figuring it out...

anyway, like i mentioned above i've been spending the little time i have left on the comp. duh, i haven't done all my tutorials but heck... talk about something else. well, somehow or other although i said i have taken it in my stride -> ending up in ny and all. but a part of me still feels real real sore, that really is beyond my control. ny is okay now, tho' i don't feel any school pride for it at all, really juxtaposed to the passion i had for ij. saw the sa photo gallery and i saw a couple of old classmates there, including a particular someone. she, for one got much higher points than me but ended up in sa due to drama and is taking the same combi. as me. i know i should not hate her or anything but damn, it's really unfair! sigh, but what can i do? i guess you all must be tired of me rambling. like shut up azaria, just be content with your lot! yea, maybe i really should. but this is my blog and this is the only way of ranting my woes. i mean, being from ij, a school which is quite on and cool... it's like, i'm in this silly school which is darn boring, like no parties organised at all, that's for one and there is no school spirit. this is hugely contrasting with ac and sa, which are really pretty much happening colleges. so yea, that's really one main point at why i'm so sore still. another would be the uniform lah... sigh, i miss the colour blue.

i know it's really like nearing the end of j1 and all but it sucks at times you know. like singapore is supposed to be a system based on meritocracy and it's like, you get better grades yet some asses are in better schools than you due to cca? irony man. and what the hell with the bonus points, like since when did they care so much about cca? honestly, since when?? oh well...