some stuff to add on (totally unrelated to my previous entry)

basically when i read what you wrote, i just felt quite mad. not livid, but just mad. this might sound quite mean but,

'you don't get what you give in return' (quoted from somewhere)

but seriously, if you expect someone to give you back what you give, that is just wishful and hopeful thinking. you might add, but i only expect a teeny weeny bit of what i give. sorry, this is the real world, i experienced giving all i've got to a particular person but did not get anything back in return, nothing, zilt. you might add, isn't that just foolishness on your part? yea, i guess... and i know i have no right to get angry whatsoever. because, for one that person does not owe me a living.

another thing, i got that present for you because i liked it. i know you're not materialistic and stuff but if you want those really expensive and formal necklaces, oh goodness just say it. like damn, i must say i didn't go out specially to get it for you so i just chanced upon that necklace. it did hurt me when my efforts, however little to you just went down the drain. like, i don't wish to use this word but really, fcuk man. like, maybe you should,

'crawl onto my skin and walk around in it'

darn man. i know this entry might cause a bigger rift in our relationship. but this is my genuine two cents worth...