shouldn't be blogging now. but i thought i'll just leave a mark on this blog of mine... letting (the small amount)people who actually visit this blog know how i'm surviving. actually, i'm drowning, not literally but academic wise, i am really sinking. it's like procrastination and time is quicksand that is taking me down one notch, two notches, etc... and i'm falling pretty fast into a baseless pit, never ending, never ceasing. well, maybe never ceasing is wrong, i guess that is a variable that is up to me to change but other than that i'm still fighting against time.

time, it never seems to be enough. i, especially can never seem to think that the 24 hours a day is enough. but, what can we do, people talk about freedom and stuff. but we are constrained by time. talk about freedom, what nonsense?! every living being is limited by hours, minutes, seconds. to me, i think time is the biggest enemy to man, doesn't it seem so? even the worst foes can be defeated overnight but time is something lost and something that we can ever gain back. it's as good as an uphill battle, and a losing one.

i'll end with a quote, from one of my favourite poems...

'...so dawn goes down to day, nothing gold can stay'