okay, so it's my birthday in two days time (14/4). not that i'm announcing it so that everyone will know or what... it's just, it's so weird when you get older, (okay, at least me) birthdays don't really mean anything. i remember when i was small, i used to look forward to it a lot..... like think of which restaurant to go and what i wanted for my birthday, and yes, blowing the candles of the birthday cake. well, those were the days of childlike innocence... when believing the wish i made before i blew out the candles would come true and count the days to my birthday. okay, so i'll be 17 on monday..... arhhhhh, maybe people just don't want to grow old........ but wake up to reality, that's life, we can only be kids... in our dreams.