at this time, my brain has competely shut off. what i'm writing now would probably mostly crap... well, just came back from a bbq, feeling really tired. i missed the thanksgiving cum farewell mass in ij 'cos i overslept, like dang! well, i can't possibly cry over spilt milk. you must be probably thinking, like what is this person doing, blogging when she says she's tired, a bit contradictory isn't it? well, that's me and that's life, it is a big contradiction, sometimes it becomes so ironic you just stand back and laugh. well, if you don't get me, look what i wrote in my first sentence, maybe that will give you an answer. people, esp. as we grow older constantly seek answers, esp. when we don't get something, we say, 'hey, that cannot be' and dismiss the idea. grown ups, do read 'the little prince'. well, i guess that's why it is always good to have a childish side in you. an always inquisitive mind, seeking answers constantly, not just happy with, that can't be possible and dismiss something totally. sometimes, you need to look beyond facts and be less logical. well, i have no idea why i am writing all these down, i intended to write other things down as i was walking just now, then again, somethings things going to plan is just to boring. we do need some unexpected stuff to spice up out lives, if not, everything will just be too organised, too mundane, yes, boring!

i will end here, do think about what i just said, if you think it's crap like one of my possible answers to you to some parts you don't get. please, please, read the book i recommended....

i'll end with a quote, 'all things essential are invisible to the eye' - the little prince

(if you're thinking that i'm just so overwhelmed by my new found knowledge in a new book i finished reading, it's not that. i guess somethings just pop out in my brain at different times, this is one, if you ask me, i don't think this is crap and it's not directed to anyone)